F-I-E-R-C-E

Christian Siriano. I LOVE him! If any of you watch project runway you may share the same feelings. He's uber Gay! Like Flamboyant probably prances in stilettos around his apartment gay! And funny as Hell. If he lived here I would demand him to be my friend. Actually.... he would probably demand to be my friend. :) We would probably play dress up and pretend we go to Posh parties on the weekend. He's FIERCE with and attitude. And I Love him. The End.

I can't

sleep. It's 1:46 in the AM and I'm sadly stalking all of your blogs in hopes you guys have a life more exciting then mine at the moment, or that you'll all bore me so much that I fall into a coma and actually get some sleep.

Hasn't happened. I read amandas blog. She makes me laugh.

I guess I can tell you ALL that I have a boyfriend............yup.....it's official.
BOYFRIEND. That word once made me want to vomit. And it's been the story of my adult life. I know. But I'm cured of "relationshits-itis" I swear it's a disease. And I did a year of "kinda" being single Don't ask what "kinda" being single entails. You don't wanna know. Trust me.

This time it's good....SO good..... Amazing.....Get it?

Please don't ask me if/when we are getting married or if he's "the one" or I will delete you as a friend on my blog.

Jokes. But not really.

So if you're expecting the stats on the new hunk of a man I found. You're not getting it here. Not tonight. But...he's AMAZING. That's all that matters. More on him later.
I totally just scored "coolest girlfriend" points for that one. I know he's reading.

And to my EX boyfriend(s) that are reading this. I caught you! Sorry you just found out on my blog. But you shouldn't be reading this anyway. Snoop. :)

THIS is why my blog should be private.

Goodnight.

Blogging Blah...

Alright I've hit a "Blah" for blogging. I'm trying to make a comeback.

Life....is amazing at the moment. Just when you think you have things planned out and the timing is perfect....you realize it's all wrong, but SO right at the same time. Huntington beach is just gonna have to wait. Maybe for a long while. All because I met this Guy...How cliche is that? Ugghhhh. I'd again give you all the dish, but I'm not sure I'm ready to bring this one out into the blog world quite yet. Although he's probably reading this.(Hi...)

It's been a damn good year so far. I feel like I finally got off that rollercoaster of last year(I'm sure some of you may know what Im talking about) and it feels great to take off the blindfold! I finally feel like I'm getting SOMEHWERE...still not sure where? But thats the exciting part. Now more then ever, I'm Happy! :)

I feel like I just wrote a "Dear Diary"

SURPRISE!

So I have some pretty cool friends that decided to throw me a surprise Birthday party last night! AMAZING. Good friends, Lots of other randoms, but tons of fun!!! I love a good bash! Especially in honor of me getting older! :) Sadly I dont really have any pictures cause i didn't have a camera with me! But maybe i can round some up! Anyway....my 24th is just around the corner(Tuesday) YIKES! And I'm still accepting gifts....

Oh and I would like to make a shout out to the fab Cassidy Legg who also just turned the big 2-4 Yesterday!!! WAhoo!!! Happy happy birthday my friend!!! :)

Decisions Decisions...

So I may have already decided, but I just may pack up my things and head out of this town! One day I just felt I needed to get out of here....even if it is for a period of a few months! This place is getting old, faces are getting way too familiar, and my life situation is still oddly the same! I do however plan on coming back soon seeing as I must get my boutique open (another blog) So my destination of choice is Hunington/Newport/Laguna area....Yes the O.C.! Fitting isn't it? I so far have nothing to hold me down here in St.george so I figured WHY NOT? It will be scary, fun, exciting, and a new experience for me! I will go without knowing a soul, in hopes to find some new friends. And if not...I dont really care. I am so far job/room hunting and seeing how it goes from there. I guess this covers the "being more spontaneous" part of my new years resolutions, and probably a few more! Yay for a new year and POSSIBLY a new life.....for a few months at least! :)

A New Year!

2008 is going to be great! I can feel it!! This year: I will be more positive. Smile more. Laugh more. Drink more water. Get more sleep. Wake up earlier. I'll stop procrastinating so I have more time. This year I will gain self esteem, be more confident, and know my own worth. I'll stop putting up with things. I'll gain strenth mentally and emotionaly. I will read more. Pray more often. I will remember lessons learned. I will put the bad from 2007 in the past. I will forgive others for their wrongs, and forgive myself for mine. I will be more grateful. I will focus on the good things that happen to me daily and forget the bad. I will try and see the good in even the worst conditions, and make the most of it. I will look at my trials as a blessing. I will give more to charity, help others more often, and give more of myself. I will get my business ventures off the ground. I will call my friends more often. Meet new people. Be more spontaneous. Watch the news more often. Be more considerate of other peoples feelings. Start cooking. Eating healthier. Excercise smarter. Learn something new. And dance till I'm sore. 2008 is going to be a GREAT year....

FOUND!

Strangely enough, there were many things that have been FOUND this week!

FOUND: MY PERIOD! I know you were all wondering, but yes my period is back!! Yay!! Hopefully it's here to stay!

FOUND: TAMPON. So... funny story....totally got a tampon stuck in my vagina. Yeah I'm totally posting this and mind you this blog is NOT private. I spent my Saturday night at instacare to have a doctor dig out a lost tampon....AWESOME! But not so uncommon! Who gets tampons stuck in there? I do!

FOUND: MR. MCDREAMY. Alright remember my post forever ago about the hot dark skin Wentworth? Found him. Apparently he's my friends, friend. They once dated. He was lame. I'm over him. But damn he was hot!