Jocelyn Toquero

A decade.

2010-01-01T19:41:00.000-08:00

For real? 10 years?

10 Years ago I was on the verge of turning
16. Fresh into high school and not knowing who the hell I was supposed to be.

10 years later. I'm on the verge of
26(OH My)and still not exactly sure.
but pretty damn close.

In the past DECADE
I managed to get through middle school.
Had high school crushes.
Graduated High school.
Dabbled in college.
Went through many a heartbreak.or hell.
whatever you wanna call it.
Worked in retail.
Got a job in finance.
Gained a niece and 2 nephews.
Made new friends.
Lost some old ones.
Grew my relationship with myself.
made good memories.
Thought I knew what I wanted.
realized I didn't.
Experienced things I swore I wouldn't.
Lost myself.
Found myself.
Found prince charming (no seriously he looks just like him-with long hair)
GREW UP!
And realized time goes by to fast.

Yup. All in 10 years.

In another decade I'll be ALMOST 36(WHAT?) and I honestly can't wait to see whats in store!

Every. year. Just. keeps. getting. better.

The Cove

2009-12-15T20:50:00.000-08:00

WARNING: THIS MOVIE WILL MAKE YOUR JAW DROP, MAKE YOU NEVER WANNA EAT SUSHI AGAIN, MAKE YOU FEEL BAD YOU EVER WENT TO SEA WORLD, AND MAKE YOU WANT TO BECOME AN ACTIVIST.

And activist for what you ask? DOLPHIN RIGHTS! No joke.

I watched this movie last night.
IT WAS SHOCKING!
This movie gave me a whole new perspective on something I had no clue was even going on.
Please watch it.
Maybe it will inspire you to help out in the cause as well.

Wanna do something good?

2009-11-30T21:22:00.000-08:00

BOOKS AND THINGS DRIVE

On Saturday December 5th, 2009

from 9am until 11am

at 86 Diagonal in St. George

We are having the coolest,

Hippest, and quite possibly the greatest

CHRISTMAS FUNDRAISER

For the Dove Center.

Please come stop and shop and read books, too. And if you’ve got stuff to donate,

Give TIFFANI a call at 435.669.7380

It’s a great cause, and we need your help!

We’re selling books, dvd’s, cd’s, items that are good for yard sales, and accepting cash and check donations, too. please please please help this cause!

For more information go to:

FACEBOOK.

also! if you have blogs or anything of the sort, please please please copy and paste this into a sweet little blogpost!! thank you!

and ARTISTS. this is the perfect place and opportunity to donate your art! put a price tag on it and people will buy!

Wisdom

2009-11-14T19:34:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I enjoy the little Words of Wisdom on my morning cup of Yogi Tea.

Nerd Alert!

2009-11-09T18:41:00.000-08:00

Our 2009 Halloween costumes! Awesome Right?

We Really must Love eachother for who we really are! :)

Knock Knock....

2009-10-11T10:22:00.000-07:00

It's your CHILDHOOD calling! Can you hear it?

"Inside all of us is a wild thing"
I. CAN'T.WAIT

Camp out.

2009-10-07T10:55:00.000-07:00

Hands down the best camping trip EVER!

I've never laughed so hard in my entire 25 years of life!
Even with the cold wind.

Sometimes I forget how much fun camping can be.

And this particular trip was long overdue.

Especially with Rakai moving a million miles{actually more like countries and bodies of water} away from here in just a month.

Thanks friends for the "EXPERIENCE" {if you weren't there you don't get it...obviously}

Inspire Me.

2009-10-05T10:40:00.000-07:00

I'm in the "process" of buying a home. A Short Sale to be exact{SHORT sales are the biggest

oxymoron I've ever heard of}

It's so far taken 2 months!

So while the purchase process is taking place, I've been thinking of ideas of how I would want to

decorate my house.

{photos found via: design sponge}

So many ideas!

But then I realize....DAMN furniture costs a lot of money!

Any ideas of where to find Affordable furniture that's of good quality?

And if any of you have the interior design "eye" let me know, I would like to borrow your eye to come up with good ideas, once my house is actually MINE to call home.

I wish.

2009-09-30T11:33:00.000-07:00

For These items here.

Yes Please! I want I want!

Love

2009-09-07T09:58:00.000-07:00

This Movie! It's guaranteed to make you cry with your ugliest cry face, and hope that your husband never travels in time!!

Sometimes

2009-08-12T13:03:00.001-07:00

We like to do face masks and take funny pictures in them!

Dear Lindsay Lohan

2009-07-14T19:10:00.001-07:00

I'm sorry your career is at it's all time low. But I can't believe that you've actually agreed to doing a made for TV movie! An ABC FAMILY MOVIE! Really? Is it because your legging line was a flop? I personally think your downward spiral all started with saMANtha Ronson. That's just my opinion.

This was not the career comeback I expected.

Truthfully yours,

Jocelyn

Talent

2009-07-11T23:06:00.001-07:00

He might be old news. But I saw this kid perform for MJ's Memorial service. AMAZING!! By the way...He's 12! 12!

I would like.

2009-07-09T13:46:00.000-07:00

1. A Boob job. I may..... or may not be saving up money for one. Seriously. But then all sorts of things go through my head like: Silicone or Saline? Under the boob? through the nipple? in the armpit? or Hell through the belly button? After kids? before kids? *sigh* :( Do you think if I volunteered to be on Dr. 90210 I would get one for FREE? Or does anyone else want one? Maybe I could find someone to do a two for one special?! Think about it.....

2.A job that I don't work weekends so I can have fun little two day ventures. example: Rakai gets to go to a cool Reggae concert in Park city this weekend. Would I like to go? YES! Can I? No.
:( I work. bummer. :(

3.Maybe just No job? One that pays well. REALLY WELL. know of one?

4.Invisalign? or maybe just veneers? YES!

5.An orca whale. No jokes. I want one.

That's all I've got for now. More to come later.

Back

2009-07-07T14:34:00.000-07:00

To Life back to reality- En Vouge.

Unfortunately I'm back. I hate the feeling of coming back from a vacation only to realize that yes you still have a Job and real life. UUgghhh Vacation hangover sucks!! However I do have the day off! Which I've resulted in doing absolutely NOTHING! Honest. NOTHING! Alright so I did watch a bit of Wacko Jackos Memorial service-did anyone else see little Paris get up there to talk about her dad? Breaks your heart! :( Anyway.....other then that all I've done today is sit in front of this computer re-vamping this blog(as you can see) Not that it's all that cool. But just turn on your speakers and pump up the volume cause this blogger has added some sweet tunes for your hearing pleasure!

This particular post will have nothing to do with my fabulous vaca in San Diego. That will be coming as soon as boyfriend brings over the camera. (I obviously haven't purchased my own)

But what this post will entail is a wonderful little site I have found via TIFFANYS blog. It has so many great pictures that I've honestly sat here in this very chair for over an hour just browsing. It makes me want to be all Artsy fartsy and take pictures of things I think are cool. Enjoy!

Pictures compliments of Satellite of you Check it out!

On Thursday

2009-06-29T17:15:00.000-07:00

I'll be headed here

San Diego!

The best part. Is we get to do a little of this.Kayaks intended! I'm so pumped! Be jealous! WOOT WOOT! :)

I Need.

2009-06-19T13:19:00.000-07:00

A Camera. I've decided I can't really come back to the blog scene without one. Well I guess I COULD. I would just rather not. Not until I have a camera. Cause blogs are just cooler with pictures. In my opinion. It will happen soon. That's all.

Thankful

2009-04-03T18:04:00.000-07:00

So lately I haven't been the most optimistic person. I feel like I've hit a Happiness rut and into the "My life sucks" pitty me syndrome. Why? Who knows. but there is so much greatness I have in my life that sometimes focusing on the crap makes it harder to see those everyday things to be grateful for. Sometimes I need those reminders. Thank you Tiffany for the "Thankful list Challenge" This one's for you! :)

1. I'm thankful that Tiffany Herpel challenged everyone to do a thankful list. I'm pretty damn positive that at the end of all this thankfulness I'll end up feeling much better.
2. I'm thankful for Scott of course. But not just cause he's my boyfriend and I should be thankful for him anyway. But because he's just pretty amazing and makes my life that much more wonderful! :)
3. I'm thankful I have a place to live! Sometimes I think moving BACK to my parents house is a total bummer. but Hey...I have a roof over my head and it's rent FREE!
4. I'm thankful I have a vehicle. It may not be my dream car but it's new and cute and gets me wherever I need to go!
5. I'm thankful to have a job. Again...it may not be my dream job. But it's a dang good opportunity and I'm happy I have it.
6. I'm thankful for silence.
7. I'm thankful for good tunes. They can always make you feel better.
8. Speaking of tunes....I'm thankful for the new music they are playin on XM radio at work. Some coffee house station? Me like! :)
9. I'm thankful that a lady I work with came to tell me she appreciated our "talk" we had the other day and said it changed her entire perspective. I'm not tooting my own horn here really, I'm just thankful I could help someone.
10. I'm thankful for dogs. Animals in general. They are always so joyful and are a prime example of unconditional love!
11. I'm thankful for REAL Love.
12. I'm thankful for those real and true friends I have. They may only be a handful but I appreciate them all! :)
13. I'm thankful for the TV show Scrubs. And the fact that I rented it on DVD so Scott and I can watch back to back episodes. It makes me giggle!
14. I'm thankful for snuggles. So nice...
15. I'm thankful I have Internet. It keeps me occupied on the slow days at work and when I have nothing to do at home.
16. On that note, I'm thankful for the "bubble shooter" game. It keeps my mind occupied. I do not recommend playing it....you will get sucked in!
17. I'm thankful for my body. It may not be perfect, but it allows me to do some amazing things.
18. I'm thankful for my health!
19. I'm thankful I got the things I ordered from Urban Outfitters in the mail yesterday. I love the things I got.
20. I'm thankful for the funds to purchase said things from UO.
21. I'm thankful for people who smile for no reason. They make me happy.
22. I'm thankful for the sunshine we have been having lately(except for today) I love spring!
23. I'm also thankful for the rain today! I love a good rainy day!
24. I'm thankful for my the dorkiness in my boyfriend. Then I don't feel like such a dork. :)
25. I'm thankful I got to go to Disneyland recently! Such a magical place!
26. I'm thankful that I get to spend every Wednesday with Scott since we both have the day off! 27. I'm thankful I got to go to Yoga Wednesday morning with Scott. Namaste.
28. I'm thankful for good nutritious food! It makes your body feel good!
29. I'm also thankful for greasy/sugary foods it makes your soul feel good!
30. I'm thankful for good smells. The ones that take you back to a good memory. Those ones.. 31. I'm thankful for having options.
32. I'm thankful for my red nails I painted the other night.
33. I'm thankful for talking to Mr. Hobson last night at work. He got me excited about traveling the world!
34. I'm thankful Cassidy lets me help her with cheer. It allows me to still be involved with something I love to do!
35. I'm thankful for the talents that Cassidy must think I posses to let me help out with her talented team. :)
36. I'm thankful for dancing!
37. I'm thankful to know that I'm loved.
38. I'm thankful for the tootsie pop I'm eating. Chocolate flavor to be exact.
39. I'm thankful for the red mountains we have here in St.George. Beautiful.
40. I'm thankful for my new work schedule that allows me more ME time.
41. I'm thankful that I get to work at all three Stephen Wade locations. Never the same thing everyday.
42. I'm thankful that I have a boyfriend that tolerates me even when I have my grumpy pants on!
43. I'm thankful for "The Secret" especially when the PERFECT part of it pops up on my ipod at the PERFECT time.
44. I'm thankful I only have an hour and 15 min. left of work
45. I'm thankful I get to see my friends tomorrow at Simps wedding.
46. I'm thankful for hugs.
47. Which also means I'm thankful for kisses.
48. I'm thankful for text messaging.
49. I'm thankful for children. Pretty neat little creatures!
50. I'm thankful for blogging. What a great way to get stuff out of my head on a screen.

Bangs?

2009-02-14T09:57:00.000-08:00

Yup I did it. I cut bangs. Big deal right? It is! For me at least. I'm such a wuss when it comes to my hair which is probably why I've sported the same ole do for quite some time! I'm still getting used to them. I feel like a little school girl/Japan anime cartoon/band member for ANY 80's Rock band. But hey...it's something different! So thank you latisha for cutting my cool new bangs! I know...no pictures to show proof but I'll leave you with this:

Put these pictures together and you get ME! (Minus Japan Anime cartoons Huge boobs-I want those too!) This will have to do until I get pictures!

Quarter Life Crisis?

2009-01-18T18:08:00.000-08:00

It's a new year and a year that I also embark on the lovely quarter life crisis age of 25. It's official, but I'm trying to embrace it.

Yes I'm talking about that quarter life crisis where I'm questioning where I am in life and if THIS is what I truly want to be doing? Where I feel like I'm having to justify my actions for not doing what is socially expected of me. As of now a white picket fence, a home in the burbs, and a minivan with soccer decals doesn't seem to excite me. but then again nothing in my life right now seems to exciting. I guess that's what the quarter life crisis is about. finding what does excite me. figuring myself out(still) and finding my passion in life.

I guess I should clarify. I'm mainly talking about my career. Can I call it that? I don't know if I pictured myself at 25 sitting behind a computer all day doing car financing. Actually, I'm sure as hell that's not what i had planned for myself. Although it is a good job "for now" I pray I don't get sucked in to this way of life and BAM before I know it I'm at the Mid-life crisis age of 50 being one of those "should of could of" saps and purchasing a new shiny red sports car with my new 18 year old boyfriend. Okay....that may be over the top, but you get it.

I must also clarify that boyfriend is not included in this so called crisis (Okay maybe one day I had a freak out sorry babe!) If anything he adds excitement and the drive to figure out what I really want, and for that I'm thankful. I never would have imagined being lucky enough to have him as my boyfriend. boy how life has changed from one year ago. An AMAZING change at that.
So I guess the crisis for me is about life. Growing up, transforming, and figuring out MY REAL path, and finding PASSION in it. It's about not getting stuck somewhere because it's comfortable. It's about being fearless and not giving a shit for not following the "norm" whatever the "norm" is anymore. What it's really all about though....ME! Me ME me! :) Selfish? Nah.

So ummm..... what's goin on for the new year with all of you?

READ

2008-11-22T14:05:00.000-08:00

MARLEY & ME

I laughed out loud. I cried real tears. I loved this book! If your into dogs or just like a good read I totally recommend this book! Towards the end I couldn't even read it cause the sadness overcame me! :( I made Scott read the book to me as I sat and cried on his shoulder! Lame I know....but if you read it you'll understand. Besides it's coming to theaters in December with Jennifer Aniston and Owen Wilson. Pretty sure it will be even better then Twighlight!! :)

Suggestions please....

2008-11-03T12:20:00.000-08:00

Remember that Boutique that I was going to open up? We all know how the economy is going right now, so to open up a boutique was definitely not the right time! But Jenny(friend/partner is this venture) and I REALLY want to get SOMETHING going! So she has come up with this idea that is totally inexpensive but also not that exciting! So I wanted to know what you all thought about it.....

We are thinking about doing house parties. Yes like purse parties, candle parties, mary kay parities. I know i know....kinda sounds lame, and maybe it is! BUT on the up-side we do not sell mary kay or candles!!! :) Maybe purses? We will however sell some pretty damn cute clothes and shoes that you can't find here in St.George and also some super cute kids clothes that we found at our last tradeshow that I guarantee you would all LOVE! We aren't quite sure how it will all work out. Maybe we will do one once a week? Maybe you can just drop by when you want? We will also probably do some sort of expo this coming December. But please let me know if you think it's a lame idea? or any suggestions! Cause I figure you guys will be coming to these things RIGHT!!? And if you think it's lame....just tell me. I swear to not get my feelings hurt! :) But I'll still make you come anyway! :)

Apple Bottom

2008-10-21T17:43:00.000-07:00

Definition of an Apple Bottom According to Urban Dictionary:
An ass that has nice, round, plump cheeks. When apple bottom girls wear tight jeans, their butt cheeks bunch up in the bottom of their pants in a way that resembles the bottom of an apple. Used in a sentence: "She got dat apple bottom Yo!" or "Her apple bottom is like wo!"

Yup. It's official. I have an Apple Bottom AKA GHETTO BOOTY; ONION BOOTY; or my favorite BADUNKADUNK!

Some of you may think I'm bragging. I'M NOT!

My booty no longer fits into my "Fat" pants(you know you all have them) The ones you would put on only when your at your heaviest! Usually used AFTER Thanksgiving and Christmas and still they are pretty roomy??!! Yeah......THOSE pants I can't even squeeze over my ass!! I'm mystified!! I don't even know how this happened!! I'm seriously in turmoil about my current weight gain. I'm not quite sure what my plan of action is to tackle my problem, but I will tell you I REFUSE to buy new pants!! One because I can't afford them and Two because that would mean I'm okay with the situation at hand and I'm NOT OKAY!

Don't get me wrong. I'm not saying I'm Fat. I would seriously just appreciate fitting into my jeans I wore just one month ago!! Yes. ONE month ago!!! WTF?? My thighs and butt have grown to such lengths that I'm down to wearing leggings any chance I get(not that I mind) but with winter around the corner I can't just wear leggings all the time! Or can I?? I guess i can shiver off the fat? Isn't that Lindsay Lohans weight Loss secret?

I suppose if all else fails I'll be the only Non African American woman sporting these:

From what I hear apple bottom jeans are GREAT for women who pack extra from behind!

Operation ASS-B-GONE is underway!!!

Alive

2008-10-11T10:49:00.000-07:00

Yes It's true. I'm still here.
I am only blogging cause so many of you have demanded my presence back on the blog scene. Kidding. But i do warn you....This may be my most pointless post yet in my blogging career. Here goes...

Tuesday nights I strip. seriously. I take a class called "Xpertease" at Cindys husbands dance studio. So fun! :) I have now dubbed myself as the "Asian Sensation" No. There are no stilettos, pasties or actual shedding of clothing involved. Yet...But it's seriously a good time. If your in St.George come flip your hair and become a stripper superstar with me! Oh and I'm pretty sure if your pregnant it's still sexy....Think about it....

Work is slow. surprised? I mean right now I'm blogging at work. Can I say that? I'm already thinking about what the hell i'm gonna do as soon as I'm done with this post. Six more hours to go. If the economy keeps up the way it has been...well....I guess I can always become a stripper! Right? ;) Those are still in high demand aren't they???

Ethan. Is my new Nephew. SO CUTE! Especially if you like little monkeys! He's also pretty cool cause he writes his own blog. Check him out and see what he has to say. He writes daily.

Still have boyfriend. He is wonderful. We are in love.

The end.

Sunday

2008-08-25T18:26:00.000-07:00

I slept in till noon. Ate a bowl of Tutti Fruitties, started reading a book, fell back to sleep. Woke up at 1:30. Took nap number 2 with boyfriend till 4:00. Read. Ate. Went to bed by 11:30 with ease. I have no shame to admit I laid in bed all day long and it felt GGgrrrrrreat! But WTF??? Who sleeps that much?? I DO!!! :) Sunday is a day of rest.

Sorry

2008-07-28T18:36:00.000-07:00

It's been a while. I know I know.... I'm such a crappy blogger! Honestly though it's cause I lack a life! Just cause I'm the only non married person here, does NOT mean I have excitement in my life! So sorry to those of you who live vicariously through me! :) Hahahaha I'm kidding. I just tried to sound cool, and Act like people even care to check my blog anymore!

Life is still fabulous! I work A LOT! And that's basically it! Sometimes I feel like I should just bring a fold out cot and set up an apartment in my office! Sad when your own office feels like Home. I guess that's just the nature of the car business. I'm still learning. I feel like I never have "ME" time, which i feel is so important! Maybe I'm just selfish? But some days I just wanna sit and do absolutely nothing and do what I WANT to do! Yes I do wear a Tiara! :) I have no idea how you parents do it! I can't even find the time to take care of myself, yet alone another human! High fives to you all! Double hand high five if you have more than one child!! My day off during the week consists of a detailed list of things I have to get done, doctor appointments, Laundry, gym, hang out with Little sister, pay tickets(yes three in 3 weeks! beat that!)ect. Always jam packed with long overdue errands. And still I never manage to get everything done. Don't get my complaining wrong....I still have a wonderful life! :)

I thought I wanted a dog. Even a Monkey, and after I watched This, I wanted a Lion(The story on Christian the Lion gets to me, so if your overly emotional watch with CAUTION) Those dreams all just got shot down by my own paragraph above. I guess an animal will have to wait. Until I can actually take care of one! Oh...until I can actually afford one! Two Grand a pop for one of these bad boys!! But who wouldn't wanna cuddle with this???

Babies. babies babies.

2008-06-25T15:52:00.000-07:00

Okay....Is everyone pregnant? No really. EVERYONE? It seems like MANY of you are "with child". Are you all a part of the teen pregnancy pact going on in Boston? Did I not get that memo? More on that story HERE.

My sister (who stopped blogging so I'll spill her news for her) is also included in this baby making fiasco! Yup Baby Goulet is due September 11. Yes. 9-11. YIPEE!!! I pray she's sorta big so that I can be known as the "skinny" sister again. :) Kidding. Okay....I'm not. I hope you've outgrown my "FAT" pants Joanna! :) But I love you!

There are also those of you that are in hiding about your pregnancy....Maybe you should spill the beans. Or else I WILL. :) I'm giving you 1 month!! You know who you are!!

With everyone being pregnant, this leads me to one very happy conclusion: You're all having Lots of sex! Or at least were....Hence your current situations! Sweet! :) So really this is just a huge Congrats to everybody. And really, I mean EVERYBODY who is pregnant! I'm pumped to get to play with your babies and then give them back to you once they poop themselves! CONGRATULATIONS!

Cleansing....

2008-06-07T16:20:00.000-07:00

Sucks!

Scott already quit on me on day 1 1/2. He went out and bought himself a pork salad from cafe rio to make up for the lack of malnourishment. Lucky bastard.

I am on day 5 and hating myself. I want food. Really really bad. Does the cleanse still work if you only stay on it for 5 days? I don't know if I can stand the taste of this lemon, cayenne, maple syrup concoction anymore. I'm starting to dry heave just drinking it. It's slowly starting to taste a little like vomit....Yeah....I know. I can't just starve myself for 5 days!! So I should eat right??? HELP! :(

Sincerely,
Hungry and hating life

Catch up

2008-06-05T09:42:00.000-07:00

Yes I suck at blogging. I don't even know what I have going on that's even worth blogging about?

Since I started working at this new job my social life seems to have taken a huge plunge! Not that I really had one to begin with. But Extra time to do anything doesn't really exist anymore. Owell. I still love my job!

Scott finally turned 22!!! Hallelujah!! Alright so 2 years between us really isn't that bad. Okay not bad at all, but still...I just feel better saying he's 22 instead of 21. He's like real man now! :) Or at least I've turned him into one! ;) Kidding..... seriously! But isn't dating younger guys totally in right now? Demi Moore and Ashton Kutcher, Even Longoria and Tony Parker, Mariah Carey and Nick Cannon(gross) Just to name a few! So basically what I'm saying is that if your not dating younger then your age, your pretty much NOT COOL! :) Anyway, We had a high school prom party in honor of his birthday! So fun! We totally got prom king and queen...of course! I'd post pictures but I don't have any :( Maybe later.

I've started the master cleanse. I'm on day 3 and going strong! I honestly feel fine! Not great. But I wasn't expecting greatness till about day 5. I'm a little tired, have minor headaches here and there, and my stomach feels a little funny. This is supposed to be good for you right?? NO this is not an attempt to get a summer bikini body in 10 days(although I'm sure it's helping) I really just felt like I needed to good cleansing since I've been eating pretty crappy lately! And maybe, just maybe it will help get rid of my itchiness! So I'm going to TRY and attempt the full 10 days! Pretty sure Gandhi went at least a full month without food maybe even longer! I can do it...right? Food sounds like heaven! Any food! Just chewing something! If I see you with a slice of pizza in hand, I promise I'll punch you in the face for it! I've also forced Scott into this cleanse as well. I figure if I can't eat, neither can he! :)

Well....That's all I have. Sad. I promise I'm cool! I'll try blogging more often about more exciting things next time. But at least I made an effort! :)

I'm in love...

2008-05-08T11:33:00.000-07:00

With this book.

And I'm not even finished reading it. I can't remember a book that I've loved this much. It has SO many great insights to life and loving/finding yourself. It's been the prefect book at the perfect time for me. :) Go out and buy it....NOW! I promise you'll love it. If you don't take my word for it, take Oprahs....it was on her book club list!

Welcome to the circus...

2008-04-16T20:00:00.000-07:00

I work at a car dealership.

I walked into a sales meeting this morning with 10 different dealerships in town for a HUGE used car sale we are having all week, and it has never been more apparent that I had a vagina, a pair of boobs, no ring on the correct finger, and no kids. I guess that description screams "make comments about me that could be considered inappropriate!" Good thing I have developed a thick skin and a sense of humor! :)
Right this moment I am in hiding. Hiding from what you ask? PENIS-ES. Literally! I'm surrounded. Don't be jealous....trust me!! It's anything but a fantasy! :) The car industry is predominantly male I have become aware. VERY aware. Its filled with men. Dirty men. Men with greased back hair and lots of chest hair pouring out of their unbuttoned shirts! I want to give them gold chain necklaces and thick gold rings just to complete the look. Let me take a step back. I do not sell cars! I work at Stephen Wade Nissan...again. I'm confined to a desk all day long. No complaints though. It's a good job, and a pretty entertaining place! A circus really. I do the financing for the dealership. Yes I'm THAT person. The one you go to sign paperwork with. The one who you think is automatically screwing you out of hundreds of dollars. It may be true...but I'll never tell! :) Kidding. I thankfully have whats called "character" momma raised me well! In all honesty though.... we are good people! I'm glad to be working for this dealership. So if your looking for a car, let me know. I'll be good to you I promise! :) Doesn't that sound like a line from some cheesy dude that wants to date you? Sick.

So if you get bored, come on down to the old Stephen wade lot (by fiesta fun center) where we are having a huge used car sale with most of the dealerships in town! Like I said, it's a circus! Bunch of clowns! Come entertain the kids! :)

NKOTB is back!!

2008-04-06T15:59:00.000-07:00

YES!! New Kids on the Block is reunited!! Don't act like your not excited....I know I am! :)

My Body

2008-03-18T12:03:00.000-07:00

Does not move like it did six years ago. Going to the gym everyday does not always mean your "in shape" My back is sore. And I think I now have a slight limp in my right leg.

This week I'm helping Cassidy with cheer tryouts for the new high school. We danced/taught our asses off yesterday! I'm 24 for heavens sake! I thought I threw the pom poms in years ago? It's funny that CHEERLEADING once defined who I was. To some it probably still does. Strange.
Weird that eight years ago I was in the same position as these girls trying out to be a High school "cheerleader". Right now, this is what is consuming their life. To them it is what will make or break their high school career. In fact they are probably practicing the dance as I type! THAT was me. And MOST of you. Years ago. Friday we will shatter some girls dreams!!!! And there will be DRAMA! D-R-A-M-A (spelt out cheerleading style). Because there always is! Good thing I'm not the coach! :)

I'm realizing how insignificant high school is in defining who you are. I'm now friends with people in high school that I never thought I would be. and I recently(3 months ago) kinda dated the biggest drama guy from high school! Yes....Sean Pullen. Did your jaws just drop? Seriously....who would have thought?

Last Friday night me and cass watched almost our entire senior year of cheer videos. I honestly had to keep asking her "is that me?" I couldn't even recognize myself! Watching it felt more like a dream...not a memory. Weird how I hardly remember high school...Why is that?
Even though high school was ages ago. I realize that almost every single person I have as a friend on my blog is someone that I once cheered with in some point of my life or is a friend of mine from high school! Amazing that through the world of blogging we are all still friends.

Out with the old. In with the new.

2008-03-14T18:36:00.000-07:00

"He and I had something Beautiful
but so dysfunctional it couldn't last....
I'm battle scarred. I am working oh so hard. to get back to who I used to be." - A Fine Frenzy

Yes.That Best describes it.

Lunch today with the Ex went surprisingly well. Like nothing had changed.

Except for me.

It's amazing how someone can be this HUGE part of your life at one point. Like your entire world would fall apart without them. and in a matter of a few months you look at them entirely different. Strange how you can be with someone for four years and feel like you've just met them. Yet you know them probably better then they know themselves.

I wanted to tell him: the truth shall set you free!!
but he can't handle the truth. Not his own at least. Lies have become his truth.

But.....I Love him more then I ever have. Not in the way it once was. But I love him as my friend. I can appreciate him now and everything that he is. Because his crap is no longer mine. I guess it never was. It feels so good to be ME with him. to be real. I faced the past. Forgave. and I'm working on forgetting. He will always be my friend. Amazing isn't it?

EX: Your like this whole new person!
ME: You have NO idea.... :)

Facing the past makes me love Scott even more. It's good to know where you came from. So you can appreciate the NOW. I'm lucky. I'm so Lucky he is mine. :) Lucky to be in a "healthy" relationship. Okay. Healthy doesn't describe it. AMAZING....Yes. That's better. It's all better. Since HE came around. Love is good.

STUFF

2008-03-12T12:32:00.000-07:00

Has been stolen from my car. My ipod. My phone charger. Seriously who steals stuff? Especially from ME? I'm a nice girl. Didn't they know that? If I somehow find the person I will punch them in the wiener. Or vagina. whatever. then demand my stuff back. Owell. It's just "stuff"

Scott-the boyfriend- is in Mexico for spring break this week. Yeah....automatically visions of MTV's spring break pops into my head and I'm praying he doesn't volunteer himself for some weird naked contest. Then I imagine something from girls gone wild. Maybe their filming there? Boobs. lots of boobs. But good news. I TRUST HIM. :) you all probably have no idea how good that feels unless you've walked a bit in my shoes for the past four years. Doubt any of you would even want to. totally uncomfortable miserable pair of shoes to be walking in. So I traded them in.

Alone. For the week at least. So Scott has declared it "find yourself" week for me. Kinda scary. I mean who wants to know who they really are? I guess I do. I've got my work cut out for me with books, CD's, Movies, and my mind to figure this all out in a matter of a few more days. times a ticking. But I feel better everyday.

The EX-boyfriend text me the other day. asking if I needed anything. wanting to say hi. Should I tell him I need a new ipod? cause I do. Not sure how I feel about all of that. But....we have a lunch date later this week. I am excited to see him. Not cause i miss "us". but I would love more then anything to be his friend. I think he needs one. I need to face the past. forgive him. and move on. I guess that's part of finding myself. But can't I punch him in the face? just once? or the wiener? Or would that not be considered "classy"?

I wouldn't really do it people! Jokes.

And as requested. A bigger/blow-upable picture.

Black and White

2008-03-11T14:51:00.000-07:00

PARTAY!! This was my Saturday. This is as exciting as it gets in St.George. But Good times. And Good friends. Here are just a few of my favorite pics.

Me and cindy

Me and Rakai! :)

The Boyfriend. Isn't he Dreamy?

F-I-E-R-C-E

2008-03-11T14:16:00.000-07:00

Christian Siriano. I LOVE him! If any of you watch project runway you may share the same feelings. He's uber Gay! Like Flamboyant probably prances in stilettos around his apartment gay! And funny as Hell. If he lived here I would demand him to be my friend. Actually.... he would probably demand to be my friend. :) We would probably play dress up and pretend we go to Posh parties on the weekend. He's FIERCE with and attitude. And I Love him. The End.

I can't

2008-03-06T00:20:00.000-08:00

sleep. It's 1:46 in the AM and I'm sadly stalking all of your blogs in hopes you guys have a life more exciting then mine at the moment, or that you'll all bore me so much that I fall into a coma and actually get some sleep.

Hasn't happened. I read amandas blog. She makes me laugh.

I guess I can tell you ALL that I have a boyfriend............yup.....it's official.
BOYFRIEND. That word once made me want to vomit. And it's been the story of my adult life. I know. But I'm cured of "relationshits-itis" I swear it's a disease. And I did a year of "kinda" being single Don't ask what "kinda" being single entails. You don't wanna know. Trust me.

This time it's good....SO good..... Amazing.....Get it?

Please don't ask me if/when we are getting married or if he's "the one" or I will delete you as a friend on my blog.

Jokes. But not really.

So if you're expecting the stats on the new hunk of a man I found. You're not getting it here. Not tonight. But...he's AMAZING. That's all that matters. More on him later.
I totally just scored "coolest girlfriend" points for that one. I know he's reading.

And to my EX boyfriend(s) that are reading this. I caught you! Sorry you just found out on my blog. But you shouldn't be reading this anyway. Snoop. :)

THIS is why my blog should be private.

Goodnight.

Blogging Blah...

2008-02-01T10:49:00.000-08:00

Alright I've hit a "Blah" for blogging. I'm trying to make a comeback.

Life....is amazing at the moment. Just when you think you have things planned out and the timing is perfect....you realize it's all wrong, but SO right at the same time. Huntington beach is just gonna have to wait. Maybe for a long while. All because I met this Guy...How cliche is that? Ugghhhh. I'd again give you all the dish, but I'm not sure I'm ready to bring this one out into the blog world quite yet. Although he's probably reading this.(Hi...)

It's been a damn good year so far. I feel like I finally got off that rollercoaster of last year(I'm sure some of you may know what Im talking about) and it feels great to take off the blindfold! I finally feel like I'm getting SOMEHWERE...still not sure where? But thats the exciting part. Now more then ever, I'm Happy! :)

I feel like I just wrote a "Dear Diary"

SURPRISE!

2008-01-13T11:03:00.000-08:00

So I have some pretty cool friends that decided to throw me a surprise Birthday party last night! AMAZING. Good friends, Lots of other randoms, but tons of fun!!! I love a good bash! Especially in honor of me getting older! :) Sadly I dont really have any pictures cause i didn't have a camera with me! But maybe i can round some up! Anyway....my 24th is just around the corner(Tuesday) YIKES! And I'm still accepting gifts....

Oh and I would like to make a shout out to the fab Cassidy Legg who also just turned the big 2-4 Yesterday!!! WAhoo!!! Happy happy birthday my friend!!! :)

Decisions Decisions...

2008-01-07T14:24:00.000-08:00

So I may have already decided, but I just may pack up my things and head out of this town! One day I just felt I needed to get out of here....even if it is for a period of a few months! This place is getting old, faces are getting way too familiar, and my life situation is still oddly the same! I do however plan on coming back soon seeing as I must get my boutique open (another blog) So my destination of choice is Hunington/Newport/Laguna area....Yes the O.C.! Fitting isn't it? I so far have nothing to hold me down here in St.george so I figured WHY NOT? It will be scary, fun, exciting, and a new experience for me! I will go without knowing a soul, in hopes to find some new friends. And if not...I dont really care. I am so far job/room hunting and seeing how it goes from there. I guess this covers the "being more spontaneous" part of my new years resolutions, and probably a few more! Yay for a new year and POSSIBLY a new life.....for a few months at least! :)

A New Year!

2008-01-03T17:34:00.000-08:00

2008 is going to be great! I can feel it!! This year: I will be more positive. Smile more. Laugh more. Drink more water. Get more sleep. Wake up earlier. I'll stop procrastinating so I have more time. This year I will gain self esteem, be more confident, and know my own worth. I'll stop putting up with things. I'll gain strenth mentally and emotionaly. I will read more. Pray more often. I will remember lessons learned. I will put the bad from 2007 in the past. I will forgive others for their wrongs, and forgive myself for mine. I will be more grateful. I will focus on the good things that happen to me daily and forget the bad. I will try and see the good in even the worst conditions, and make the most of it. I will look at my trials as a blessing. I will give more to charity, help others more often, and give more of myself. I will get my business ventures off the ground. I will call my friends more often. Meet new people. Be more spontaneous. Watch the news more often. Be more considerate of other peoples feelings. Start cooking. Eating healthier. Excercise smarter. Learn something new. And dance till I'm sore. 2008 is going to be a GREAT year....

FOUND!

2007-12-10T12:16:00.000-08:00

Strangely enough, there were many things that have been FOUND this week!

FOUND: MY PERIOD! I know you were all wondering, but yes my period is back!! Yay!! Hopefully it's here to stay!

FOUND: TAMPON. So... funny story....totally got a tampon stuck in my vagina. Yeah I'm totally posting this and mind you this blog is NOT private. I spent my Saturday night at instacare to have a doctor dig out a lost tampon....AWESOME! But not so uncommon! Who gets tampons stuck in there? I do!

FOUND: MR. MCDREAMY. Alright remember my post forever ago about the hot dark skin Wentworth? Found him. Apparently he's my friends, friend. They once dated. He was lame. I'm over him. But damn he was hot!

Missing: Period

2007-11-14T11:26:00.000-08:00

I HATE the Doctor. Did I seriously just pay $60 to have someone tell me I'm NOT PREGNANT! Like I didn't know that already!!!!!!? I have missed my period now for two months in a row....yeah I'm sure any doctor would ask "well are you pregnant?" But no I'm KNOW I'm not pregnant!! That doesn't stop them from telling you you have to go pee in a cup! After she tells me the test results are negative(like I told her before) she asks me if I'm okay with not having a period? Um....Sure? I mean who really WANTS their period? So I say "yeah that's fine as long as it's okay and there is nothing wrong?" And she just says "yeah it's NOT that normal seeing as you've been pretty regular your ENTIRE LIFE OF HAVING A PERIOD" So.....you would think she would want to figure something out as to why I'm not having a period anymore? Nope! Apparently I'm just fine and I guess I'm just lucky to not have a period anymore? So that was the end of the doctor visit. I payed money to get a pregnancy test done that wasn't needed in the first place. I mean I would have gladly peed on a $8 stick and showed them the negative sign! All I really wanted was for them to figure out where my period ran off to! I mean now I kinda want it.....So if you see it around town, tell it I'm looking for it and it should just come back. Tell it I'm not mad. I miss our visits.

Tagged...Again!

2007-11-09T10:01:00.000-08:00

So apparently a few people think I might be interesting....I'm about to prove them wrong!

1. I have this blanket that I have to sleep with every night! Call me 3 but for some reason just snuggling with it helps me fall asleep! It's not a blanket from childhood, but I've had it for a few years now. It's just green, soft, and oh so snuggly! :)

2. I swear I have an itching problem or I'm just alergic to EVERYTHIING! I sometimes break out into rashes or hives and my dermatologist has no idea what it's caused from! So If you see me bright red on my neck, arms or legs that's why! I just itch all the time! Most of the time it's so bad I scratch myself till I bleed....gross I know but it just feels SO good!! So scabs on my body from itching isn't uncommon! If you catch me scratching slap my hand! Thanks!

3. I am 100% full Fillipino! Just incase you were wondering! I always get asked "what are you?" and for some reason people are shocked to find out I'm not a mix of asian and caucasian or Hawaiian or something else! I don't know why? But both my parents are straight out of the Philippines! Yes....Full Flip right here in St.George! :) Oh and maybe someone can answer this...So you know when you fill out tests and things like that, and they ask your ethnicity? Would I be Pacific islander or asian??? I just don't know.....HELP! I don't even know my own identity! :(

4. I eat something sweet EVERYDAY!! I don't know if it's just in my head, but I swear I eat something sugary everyday!! Hot tamales, M&M's, Chocolate covered raisins, you name it I eat it....as long as it has sugar! I think it's cause my roommate buys this junk(of course she doesn't eat it!) and puts it in front of my face and I have no will power not to eat it! Even when I don't want it! Lately I've been addicted to Fruit rollups and Fruit by the Foot because it's left over from the Halloween candy! I have a serious addiction!

5. I could take a nap everyday of the week! I can never get enough sleep for some reason! I hear that some people can function on little sleep, and some people just need 8 hours + a night, and I think I may be one of those people! But...I can never fall asleep earlier than 12:30! Wah! So any chance I get to nap, I take it!! I usually only have time for naps on Saturday and Sundays and they are usually 2 hours long!! Call me lazy, I don't care!

6. I still dance every week! Yes I will be well into my 40's by the time I stop! At least I hope....It's just so fun, and I feel like it keeps me from getting older! I take an adult hip hop class at a new studio called Premier Dance Center(across the street from Desert Palms) and it's taught by my friend Tia who is amazing! Oh...and last night I went to this new class at Golds called "Hypnotic" It's really supposed to be a Strip tease aerobics class, but Tia teaches it, and didn't want her parents to be mad, so hence the name change! Haha! It is such a good time! It's every Thursday night at 9:00, so it's late enough that not a lot of people are there, and PLUS she turns out the lights so people can't see you very well while your tossing your hair around and popping your bootay! So fun!! Come try and be sexy with me sometime! We might even be crawling on the floor next week, you never know! :)

7. Oh yeah #7 fact is....I'm not that interesting! But you asked!

My little sister....

2007-10-25T10:17:00.000-07:00

So like I mentioned before, I have volunteered to be a "Big Sister" for the Big Brother Big Sister organization! About 3 weeks ago they finally matched me up with my "little sister" This is Keli! I honestly get excited to hang out with her! Your required to hang out at least 2 times a month minimum, but I like hanging out every week!! It's like being a kid all over again! We've already done fun things like getting ice cream at Blue Bunny, laser tag(I forgot how fun that is!) miniture golfing, and playing arcade games! I get to do all the fun stuff that nobody likes to do anymore and not feel lame about it!! Next week we're going to the corn maze! Keli is actually a really cool chick! She's 10 and in 5th grade so she's into things like High School Musical and has a major crush on Zach Efron Haha! (but what girl doesn't these days?) She's the oldest of 3 kids, she has a 5 year old brother and 3 year old sister, and seems to have a lot of responsibility helping her mom take care of them. So her mom thought it would be a good idea to have her be able to be apart of the organization to do "kid" things or have a big sister of her own! We already have so many fun things we want to do together! She really wants to go to Cafe Rio! The girl has never been there! Crazy I know! So that's something she wants to do! She's also into EVERYTHING possible which is really cool cause there are some fun things that I would like to do too! She wants to learn to Sew....i'm sure there are classes in town, but if anyone knows of any let me know cause I have NO ClUE how to sew but it could be fun to learn! Anyway I'm sure I'll get to post more fun adventures as the year goes by! But just wanted to introduce you all!

Halloween Party!

2007-10-22T09:56:00.000-07:00

So Friday there was a Halloween party out at the Stahlei Barn...Yeah I totally went! It was actually for older people! No High Schoolers or anything I swear! It was pretty fun!! There was actually quite a few people we all know! Not saying any names just incase they are embarrased or something! As you can tell I made a killer Pocahontas! haha! Let me tell you how hard it is to find a costume that actually covers your private areas!! This one I bought is actually for kids! Ha! Go figure! Of course there was the usual "skank" girls in mini teeny weeny skirts/lingere but I guess that's expected right? At least they pulled it off well even though their stuff was hanging all over the place! Real classy! I know the pictures all look pretty much the same but owell! Happy Pre-Halloween!

WANTED

2007-10-17T13:20:00.000-07:00

I'M IN LOVE! And I need help finding Mr. Beautiful! Okay so today I went to the chamber of commerce luncheon(business lunch) and in the back row I spotted Hottie Mchotterson!!! I could not stop staring!! We shared quite a few glances(probably cause he was wonder why in the hell I kept on looking at him!) He was there with some girl that could have been his girlfriend, but I don't think so? She didn't quite measure up to his beauty at all, if you know what I'm saying! I'm not sure of his age he could be as young as 20 and I don't even care cause he was that good looking! Anway he might have been a college kid just stopping by the luncheon, seeing as it was on college campus, and he wasn't dressed up all business like....but I need help finding him! I've posted a picture of the Lovely Wentworth Miller from Prison Break because that is sorta what he reminded me of, except he was dark skinned!! Even better!! So imagine a mexican mixed wenthworth...MMMMMmmmmm.....now you understand my obsession! Here is his discription:

Height: 6'0

Build: Athletic

Hair: Dark brown and shaved(like the picture above)

Ethnicity: ?? But dark skinned and HOT!

Person to find him gets the award of being my maid of honor at our wedding!! :) So if any of you happen to see this guy around the town....give him my number! I know you would like to keep him for yourself but....your all married!! Neener neener!! he's mine! Thanks for your help! hahahahah I'm pathetic! :)

Uugghh!!

2007-10-15T11:53:00.000-07:00

So If you all didn't know, there is another boutique that just opened called Queens & Jacks and it's right next to Golden Spoon!! Of course I went in there to do some investigative work and I'm so UPSET!!! They had quite a few brands that we are carrying! How annoying!! They had quite a bit of Free People, and also Kensie girl, and affliction t-shirts for guys! All of which we are going to carry! BOO! They also said they plan on carrying some Juicy, and True Religion jeans!! Uggh! However...there store isn't that exciting! Very boring and Blah! But the owner was super nice! which made me feel bad cause I was trying to be all nice to her just to get information! :( I'm so mean!! Not to toot my own horn, but I just think ours will have a lot more variety of brands and clothing and a whole different feel to it! Maybe I'm just trying to talk ourselves up to make me feel better? Anway...just thought I would vent! If you guys walk in there sometime, let me know what you think about it!

Oh and FYI we are STILL waiting on our financing! Hopefully we should have something by the end of the week! Cross your fingers! I'm so tired of waiting.....

Single in St.George

2007-10-01T11:18:00.000-07:00

So I don't even know what I'm complaining about right now....cause I honestly don't even care to go out on dates nor do I care to meet "Mr.Right" at the moment, but can I tell you all how LAME it is to be single in St.George?? Why?? because this town is saturated with guys 18-21 years old attending Dixie College! And anyone over that age rage, I've already dated at some point in my life, went to high school with them, one of my friends has already dated them, I used to date one of their friends, they are socially retarded, or they are married, and I'm not about to wreck any homes! UuUgGhhh! The other night my friend wanted to hook me up on a blind date...come to find out...he's 20!! WHAT!? No thanks! I ended up not going! I figure I'm either gonna have to rob the craddle or date a 30+ guy who is divorced with kids! Hhhmm....what would you choose? OR there is always the meat market at the gym! But who wants to find guys at the gym? I think I have a permanent sticker on my forehead that says "F off" cause NOBODY talks to me at the gym! Which is probably a good thing cause I would just be annoyed if anyone tried hitting on me at the gym anyway....right? Maybe that's just a good excuse for my lameness! No this is NOT a desperate cry for help! Really I've been dating a guy who I now think totally hates my guts for not wanting a serious relationship! But that's a whole other blog which I would totally divulge all sorts of juicy info if I wasn't so lazy to put my blog on private!! Anyway....I'm sure there are some fabuous guys out there but it seems you're all married to them! haha! but truthfully....all I really want is to find MR. WRONG! I really dont want the man of my dreams right now! Sad really....but it's the truth! I just want to find a fun guy to date(or mulitple guys, over the age of 23) that I know I don't want anything serious with! Hahaha! Is that so much to ask for in this town!!? Apparently I've answered my own question!! Oh the joys of being single in St.George!!

F.Y.I.

2007-09-20T12:28:00.000-07:00

So I know a few potsts ago I said I was assisting the cheerleaders this year, well....I'm sure some of you knowDonelle(the head coach) her son got hit by a car about a month or so ago, so she left to salt lake to take care of him! He is doing better by the way! He is back at home here in st.george now and doing well! He's working with physical therapists and speech therapists. So hopefully he is well on his way to full recovery! So while she was gone I was coaching and everything, helping her out. And to make a long story short, I got a call from someone from the athletic department saying that i can't be helping them out anymore? Yeah....I can't exactly say what I think happend cause for those blog stalking, I might cause some problems! Anyway....the story I hear is that they just needed someone employed by the school to be coaching, which totally make sense. So the main point I wanted to make is this: I am not responsible if the cheerleaders look awful this year!! I know some of you go to the games, and I DO NOT want my name attatched to them if they happen to look bad! Haha! I'm sure they will be just fine without me, and I guess now I can listen to peoples comments about them and not feel resonsible!

Suggestions? Ideas?

2007-09-13T08:57:00.000-07:00

So I just want to hear what sort of ideas you guys have with the boutique! Like what sort of brands you might want to see there for both guys and girls! I'm sure most of you shop for you husbands right? Also what sort of price ranges you think will do well, what you yourself would even go buy, purses? shoes? ANYTHING! I know there are some that would totally drop $200 + dollars on a pair of fabulous jeans, and then some of us find it totally ridiculous! Anyway other ideas or suggestions would be great seeing as you will all be shopping there RIGHT!!? Haha! So far I've got a good mix of high end things as well as some cheaper super cute clothes too! But I still wanna hear ideas from my future customers!! :) Thanks guys!

Weekend O Fun!

2007-09-05T10:23:00.000-07:00

I'm back and finally posting about my last weekend in Vegas! What a HOOT!! Me, my sister and her friend Sosa started it off by going to the Beyonce concert which I must say she is Fabulous live!! Robin Thicke opened up for her and he sounds even better than on the radio! Plus he's so dreamy!! After the concert we decided to go to club Rain at the Palms! Haha!! Now that was fun!! We also went to Moon and playboy for a bit! Good Times! As you can see my picture of me dancing with some random dude! Thanks Joanna for snapping that shot! :) The next day it was off to Mandalay Bay which was pretty relaxing cause all we did was lay out by the pool even though it was sorta overcast! It was still nice! Finally Monday and Tuesday we went to the Tradeshow! Lots of fun! Picked out some super cute clothes!! YAY!! My friend Jenny came on Sunday and then left us on Tuesday Morning, so thank goodness my sister was there to help me shop! It gets a little overwhelming after a while! The best part of all is that we got to meet LL Cool J! Yes!! the Ladies Love himself! Very HOT! Don't mind the picture...we look like heads growng out his armpits! Anyway...that quickly sums up my fantastic trip to Vegas!

NEW LOGO!

2007-08-24T13:12:00.000-07:00

So here it is! Our Logo! Hate it or Love it, it doesn't matter anymore cause this is it! This sorta fits the feel of our store A LOT better than the first! I'm fairly happy with it! And i'm sure we can mess around with it a little latter if we wanted to, but our graphic design bills just keeps on gettin up there! The background on the cards and sinage will be all black...just so you get an idea! Do you like the two J's in there? Jocelyn and Jenny! haha! We are such tards! So Let me know what you think! And don't be scared to hurt my feelings cause feedback and criticism are alwas good! Anyway, We are attending another tradeshow this coming Monday in Vegas! It's probably one of the biggest shows in the fashion market so it should be pretty exciting! Plus my sister is coming along too! Yay!! Hopefully I'll get to do a little celeb hunting! Maybe I'll even run into Nelly and ask him If I could be a spokeswoman for his Apple bottom jeans!? YES!! Anway....I just wanted to close with this....I'M GOING TO THE BEYONCE CONCERT!! Neener Neener neener! Yes me and my sister are going to the concert on Saturday Night and then also the tradeshow Monday and Tuesday! So when I get back I'll have some good posts I'm sure! Don't Hate! Haha!

I'm still alive!

2007-08-09T12:05:00.000-07:00

Alright alright...So I've been slacking on the blogging lately BIG TIME! But this time it's not even my lack of life that has pulled me away! I've actually been kept pretty busy lately! So I just thought I would update you all(not that you really care) on what has been going on in the crazy life of me!

1. I just recently moved out of my little 1 bedroom apartment, and moved in with some friends! I'm sure you might know them...Bevin Frei and Latisha demille! What a good time! We live out in santa clara in Bevins parents house! No her parents dont live there....They are on a mission for another 2 years! So we have a large home for 4 girls! It totally helps that Bevin is a health FREAK!! Yeah our fridge is full of fruit, vegetables, spray butter, and organic this and that! Not that I didn't try to eat healthy, it just helps to have other roomates that are just as lame as I am!

2.Yes I am officially the assistant coach of the Dixie College cheerleaders this year! I'm not sure yet if this is a good or bad thing for them? I just got back from camp on Tuesday! and We have a MAJOR lack of male cheerleaders! Like I have MAYBE 2? Which is NO GOOD in college cheerleading! I'm thinking about going to the gym to try and schmooze some guys with big muscles and convince them that holding a megaphone at football games is SO masculine! What do you think? So I'm left with 8 girls that I hope I can morph into fabulous dancers in a matter of a few weeks! Not that they aren't talented! It's just a matter of making them even more fabulous! and cram about 10 dances in their head in these few weeks before our first game which is September 1st!! So come out and watch and give me some harsh criticisim! Or any ideas! I would love that!

3.I have volunteered myself to become a big sister for the big brother big sisters program! yeah...WHAT??!!! I must be crazy! that's my only explanation! Okay really I thought I had a lot of time on my hands and felt like I needed to do something good! And felt like volunteering somewhere! So that's what I chose! Pray I don't turn this little girl into a cocaine addict/stripper! Hopefully I'll find myself a cool little buddy that can benifit from my crazyness and I know I'll get a lot out of it too! I'm not telling you this to toot my own horn, just letting you know how crazy my life is about to get! I'll let you know as soon as I get my "little sister"

4. I am a dancer at the roadrunner baseball games......Are you done laughing? Yeah.....So long story short, My friend misty is opening up a dance studio here in st.george(premier dance center) and she thought it would be a great idea to have dancers at these baseball games to help promote her own studio and give the crowd a laughing entertainment! So I agreed to help a friend out and help promote for her by dancing! So yes there is a group of about 10 girls that dance at EVERY game!! Now I know most of you have gone to a baseball game before, but if you forgot how long they are, let me remind you....4 hours!! Well at least these games are because if you didn't know, the roadrunner baseball team, well....they aren't the best! Although I must give them credit cause they have been winning at lot more lately! Anyway...they used to make us come at 6:00 to practice and then stay until the game started at 7:00 to the end which was till about 11:00!!! yes 5 hours!! 5 long hot hours! Not just one day of the week but about 2 days! back to back! Not to mention 2 hour long and REALLY HARD practices twice a week! It becomes tiring!!! Oh and NO I dont get paid!!! This is now only out of the kindness of my soul to keep doing this!! It is beating my body and mind up!! I have to keep telling myself only 2 more weeks! I can do it right??

5. Boutique is still coming along!! We have been working on our business plan which I must say is a pain in my butt!! A lot of revising!! But we have to make it look perfect before we take it into banks to finance us! Cause you know....money is a big deal!! We are actually going to another tradeshow in Vegas at the end of the month! So Exciting!! So I haven't givin up on it! Just takin a while! But we are still shooting for end of october/november for opening! Get excited!

And THIS is why I don't have a boyfriend! I just wouldn't want to put him through the torture of NEVER seeing me! Hahah....okay that's a lie! I'm just pathetic that's why i don't have one! Anyway I just wanted to update my life! If not for you, for me! That way I can look back and think how crazy I was for dancing at a baseball game! haha! this should hold you guys over for a while so I can think of something cooler to post about!

Twilight Lovers...

2007-07-25T15:18:00.000-07:00

So pretty much EVERYONE that has read twilight is going to maybe hate me!?? I got the book on saturday and am almost finished! But I've been reading it, and I can't say that I am absolutely in love with it! It is a good book, and it's held my attention very well, and yes it is one of those books you want to keep reading! But....maybe it's cause everyone has said how AMAZING this book is, that it's just well....not!? maybe I expected way to much cause I heard how great it was?? It's definetly one I would recommend but I'm not sure I'm pooping my pants over it? Yes I too have fallen in love with edward! I will give you that! I really don't think any man will ever compare to his beauty! Or at least the beauty I have in my head! Hhhhmmm.....Maybe I just should have stoped listening to everyones manic comments on the book and maybe i would be raving about it?? Maybe I was just so excited to read and expected WAY to much and had a bit of a let down? I know you all hate me now.....Bottom line is that it is a really good book, and I'm sure it will be even better once i finish it! Hey I even guarantee I'll go out and buy the sequel! But Maybe I just expected a little much of of it from all the raving reviews, and am finally reading it and expected more??? Either way I'm still glad I'm reading it! And I would definetly consider myself a Twilight/Edward Lover! But if you haven't read it yet maybe you should just dive into it not expecting much and you'll like it even better! My review.... I give it a thumbs up!

2007-07-09T11:44:00.000-07:00

So I guess I'm blogging about something that NONE of you guys can relate to anymore! Which makes it sorta fun! I don't know exactly where this post is going, but I just had some random thoughts on being single! I swear for so long I've had a boyfriend! Like 4 years to be exact! Yup that's me, One boyfriend to the next! I think this has been the longest streak I've had being single, 7 months and counting! Yes you can applaud please! It's actually been so fun!!! I enjoy "ME" time So much that I don't know if I will ever want to get married! Okay not really.... but I think I've realized how cool it is to REALLY get to know yourself, and how much these 7 months have been such a growing period in my life! I've obviously have had to make some new "single" friends, which I am so excited about! We have girls night every Thursday, and it's so nice to have just girls that you can sit and talk with about your latest date, hookup, breakup, etc! Yeah I know it sounds like high school! But I don't think that those sort of friendships should ever stop once your in a relationship or married right?? I think it's a saving grace to have good girlfriends around to keep you sane! But I also think this is something that a lot of people automatically cut out of their lives once they find themselves in a relationship! Yes....I too was guilty! Why is it that as soon as someone gets married, we automatically think they don't need friends or are cut of of the social scene? Or why after people get married do they ONLY hang out with couples and not have friends of their own? Oh and why is it that the guys will always still make time for their single and married guy friends once they are married, but the girls do not?? Maybe ALL of you married people can shed some light on this theory! Yes I'm rambling! HHhhmm.....I also think I might enjoy being single so much, that I have realized I've developed what I would like to call "Commitment Phobia" So yes once again I had been dating this guy on and off for about 6 months, and most people would think after 6 months he would probably be my "boyfriend" but no....not me! As soon as that conversation came around I ran!! As perfect as he was....Who does that? And of course he wouldn't want to stick around, cause really, how long can you "Just be dating"? Makes sense really! But what's wrong with me? It's not the fact that I wanted to date other guys, cause I really didn't care! Nor was it the fact that he just wasn't good enough....cause really he's a catch and I liked him a lot!! This just might be one of those things that you kick yourself in the shin for, after you realized what you just did!! I guess It was just the fact of saying "I have a boyfriend" that creeped me out! Why is this? Is this just a phase? HELP! What if I stay like this forever and keep turning down guy after guy as soon as it gets serious!? I might have to buy a bunch of cats, learn how to knit, and wear moomoos all day long! Nobody wants to be the cat lady!!! and nobody wants to date her either! Oh....and why am I the only single person? I like to say it's cause I'm smart...haha! But really? Why didn't I run to get hitched? And all my friends are married!! Not that I'm wishing I had, cause I love my life, but just a thought! Random post I know, but I just had some weird thoughts today!

Tagged!

2007-07-06T09:37:00.000-07:00

Well Thank goodness for getting tagged cause I was fresh out of posts!! But here goes!

Jobs I have had:
-Van Heusen
-Universal Cheerleaders association(instructor)
-Cheer Utah(Owner/coach)
-Stephen Wade Auto Center(receptionist/Titles)
-Flagship Financial(Currently-Mortgages)

Places I have lived:
-Chandler, AZ
-St.George, UT
-I need to get out it seems!

Places I have vacationed:
-California
-Ensenada
-Catalina
-London
-Hawaii
-Florida
-Las Vegas

Places I would love to Visit:
-All of Europe
-Bahamas
-Australia
-New York
-EVERYWHERE!

Things I enjoy:
-Eating tasty food
-Girls nights
-Napping
-Reading gossip magazines
-Working out
-The Beach
-Vacations
-Cuddling

Everyday things I love:
-Bed time
-Getting off work
-Water
-Food
-My bed
-The gym
-LIVING!

So I'm pretty sure everyone has been tagged I feel? But I will tag....My sister!!!

Pop Lock and Drop it!

2007-06-27T09:47:00.000-07:00

Holler! Yeah...I go to hip hop once a week so I think that entitles me to use words like that! Right? Not to mention I'm brown! So Boo YA(yeah another slang!) Okay So I'm letting all you st.georgians know that every Wednesday at 6:30 at golds gym there is a hip hop class taught by my friends Tia and Irene! They are amazing dancers, and the class is seriously a hoot!!! It's not totally advanced, so anyone can do it! You just have to be a little gangsta sometimes! Not that I have room to talk cause here I am eating an all natural Larabar as I type, and I just said the word "Hoot" in this paragraph! Word! So...Lindsey, Rachel, Tara.....And anyone else reading this, I know you have been dying to shake your tailfeathers with me on wednseday nights! It's so much fun and a good workout too believe it or not! Seriously come join the fun!!!

I love Ice Cream!

2007-06-19T11:53:00.000-07:00

Why am I obsessed with food? You would think I would weigh 200 pounds by now seeing as all I blog about is my latest food obsession! But I just had to tell you all that ben and jerrys just came out with a new flavor called Cinnammon Buns!!! It is SO GOOD!!!! I was strolling down the isle at Harmons, and I saw it....and I actually passed it up and decided to not get it! The next day that's all I could think about, so I gave in!! And it was So worth it the calories!!! I suggest you head to your local grocer and pick up a pint! Maybe share it with someone so you dont feel so guilty! :) Enjoy!

I'm all shopped out!

2007-06-11T11:30:00.000-07:00

So I'm back from my shopping extravaganza in LA!! To sum it all up: I'm overwhelmed, excited, shopped out, my feet are killing me, and I can't bear to look at another metrosexual/gay man who has on tighter pants then I do! So here are some pics of a few things we picked out....some of the things we aren't really sure we are getting! For example the hats...they are pretty pricey, and they want us to buy a bundle of them in order to carry them! And also those guys t-shirts! I don't love them.... The cutest things we got, I dont have on my camera! BOO! But we tried to get a variety of things from different tates, to different price ranges, although it seems like a lot of the thing we picked out seem to be a little bit on the higher end! YIKES! For instance....Ed Hardy t's for little kids! Super cute + Super expensive! And also the yellow top and dress we LOVED! But again pretty pricey! But we figure there are people out there who would buy it, or else they wouldnt sell right?? Dont fret though! We are looking for lines that are in the mid price range also! And the purses you see aren't that badly priced either! they range from like $65-$200 and we also got some other ones that aren't pictured that are SUPER cute!!! And those are like $400 + but I'm sure that's thet most expensive thing we will carry! Let me explain the pictures of the guys....The black man(meant in no bad way) is supposedly an up and coming rapper named BT he is signed with Motown records and suppposed to be big(dont they all say that?) But we did listen to his CD and it's actually really good! It could be big lie, but they seemed to make a big deal of him when he came in! The jacket he is wearing we actually ordered, and it doesn't look as cool in the pic, but I am telling you it is HOT!! One of my most favorite things we got for the guys! The other guy's name is Sterling Williams, he is actually the designer for that jacket! He is shooting a reality TV show right now about his new clothing line(sterling williams) and it's supposed to be on E entertainment if it gets bought that is....so look for me in the background! Haha! So my first shopping trip wasn't all that bad, and I'm geared up and ready to go to the next one in vegas in August! Wahoo!

Shop till you drop!

2007-06-07T20:04:00.000-07:00

So tomorrow I am going to LA!!! Yahoo! I am going with my business partner Jenny, and we are going to experience our first tradeshow for our boutique!! This is pretty much the marketplace where all the vendors and distributors of differen't clothing labels get together to sell and market all their product to people like me! So we are super excited! We won't actually be buying anything right then and there since our financing isn't in place quite yet. But we will just be meeting with new representatives and getting familiar with the whole scene, as well as finding lines we want to carry so we can buy from them as soon as we are ready! Since it's June, they will all be marketing the new fall lines! So i guess I'll get the "fashion forward" I'm so pumped! Things with the store are moving really quickly! We actually just got some "temporary" business cards done! We changed the logo entirely(thanks to all of your honest opinions) it's not finished yet (hence the temporary cards) but we HAD to get business cards made in order to get into the show! I have been trying really hard to upload it to show you all to see what you thought so far, but no luck! I guess the format isn't compatable with blogger :( But once the final one is done I will let you all know! Not that you reallly care...... Anyway, I just didn't have anything else to blog about lately, so I thought I would update you on my boutique, which was all from lindseys inspiring words to do so!

INSOMNIA!!!!

2007-05-31T13:23:00.000-07:00

So for the past month or so I have been battling INSOMNIA!! What is wrong with me!??? I used to be one of those people who lay in bed and fall asleep in a second! Nope...my easy breeze to dream land is over! I will lay in bed and be so so tired but yet cannot seem to shut my brain off and sleep!!! I know your thinking "Well why don't you blog the wee hours of the night away?" Well I just moved out all by myself(that will be my next blog as soon as I can get pics up) and I dont have a computer there! Or else you would all be hearing my complaints at 1:30 in the AM about how I can't sleep!! So during the day I'm drained! Which would make you think I would fall right to sleep the following night.....WRONG!! Another sleepless night! I even tried a sleeping pill once, and that was bad news cause my head felt like a freakin brick and still NO SLEEP :(
HELP! It's mid day and I'm starting to get cranky cause I'm sleepy! I know I know I'm like a three year old! But I need some serious direction!

Hawaii Pics

2007-05-30T09:10:00.000-07:00

So obviously my pictures weren't working! But here you go! Yeah I know....I've got nothing! told you not to get excited! But this is all I have as a lovely reminder of my trip to Hawaii! *sigh*

I'm back....from Hawaii!

2007-05-29T11:35:00.000-07:00

Alright so I snuck out of the blog world without a mere notification of my absence!! But it seems I didn't miss out on much since everyone has been slacking it seems!! Looks like summer is in the air!! Okay so before you all get disgusted by my lame pictures, let me just tell you.....My camera broke!!! Yes....while i was on vacation in paradise thinking I was gonna take all these cool pictures of our ventures, my camera breaks our 2nd day into our vacation!! Talk about a damper on the rest of the week! So there you go! As far as you can see, all we did was go to the Temple(beautiful by the way) look at the beach, and take some pictures of some cool trees, oh and the one with the cool shrubs in the background....real cool! I swear we did more! But nope can't share pictures of it! I guess the memories will only live on in my head! Haha! Okay so I'm also thinking your all wondering "Is that Jake in those pictures?? I thought they weren't together?" Yes folks that's jake! Nope NOT together still.....yeah yeah judge me if you want :) It was sort of a last minute idea we had for memorial day weekend! We literally booked tickets a week before! I had to really think if I wanted to go or not, but who wouldn't want to go to Hawaii with one of your best buddies?? Common.....Lets be honest! Alright.....so since I can't show you pictures of my great memorial day vacation let me tell you a little(or a lot) about my trip! We went to Oahu! I'm not sure how many of you have actually gone to Hawaii, but I was picturing somewhat of a jungle, waterfalls, beautiful clear beaches, modern towns(it is the united states you know!) but no....not really much of that! We stayed on the North shore. Jake's friend has a condo there that he let us stay in for free! But let me tell you, the north shore is sorta Ghetto.....I"m not sure if Hawaii just doesn't have any codes for living in homes, but if they did, I'm pretty sure most everyone would have to be evacuated!! Most of the houses looked like little shacks on the side of the road, or better yet, right by the beach! And....these homes are worth 700,000 +! I guess it is all about location!! The little town we stayed in on the North Shore, really felt like I was in another country! Not much modern anything!! Although they did have a Mcdonalds and a pizza hut! But, they do have the BEST shaved ice ever!! Ice cream on bottom with these sweet beans, sounds gross I know, but I'm Asian, I'm used to things like that! I grew up on the stuff! If you ever go, you must get a shaved ice!! So the north shore is known for it's surfing cause of it's huge waves, but apparently those only come in the winter time! So me and Jake go out to some of these beautiful beaches wanting to go boogie boarding, thinking the waves aren't bad at all and totally safe! WRONG!! You know those signs on the beach that say "Caution strong currents" yeah well we ignored those thinking we should just be careful....well I couldn't even get past the shore line the waves kept knocking me down!!! I look out there, and I see Jake....trying to get himself back to shore! It takes him a few minutes, and he comes back to shore, and I swear I thought I was going to see a grown man cry!! Hahaha! He says it was the worst experience ever, and he thought his legs might burst cause he was trying so hard to get back but the current kept sweeping him back in! I love the beach, but if you have ever got sucked in a current you just can't get out of....It's like a near death experience! So really, those signs should say "Caution you might DIE if you don't know what your doing" just a little FYI if you ever think you can beat the current, cause you can't! Anyway....We also spent the day in Waikiki! total tourist attraction, and the WORST beach ever! There are so many pretty beaches on the island, and I can't understand why this beach is the most crowded! There were rocks everywhere!! No sand....so trying to get in the water was a nightmare cause you put your foot down, and there is sharp coral everywhere!! I don't recommend it. Plus there was this gay section....at least I think it was! Tons of guys huddled around in nothing but speedos checking out jake as he walked by! Hahaha!! So all in all, my trip to Hawaii was great! Hanging out on the beach all day long relaxing, eating whatever you want, whenever you want, is my idea of a vacation!! Although I feel like I've gained 10 pounds! But hey who cares!!? I am now officially a different race....I look black! It was my first time seeing sun all summer long! No burns for me though! Another perk to being Asian! Alright so I'm sure I've bored you all, but this will give you something to read when your bored!!

REUNION!

2007-05-21T12:14:00.001-07:00

Alright alright! I know some of you have been DYING to know when our 5 year reunion was going to take place! Well worry no more! We have decided on AUGUST 25TH to be the day!! That gives you all plenty of time to get pretty and in shape to see that ole high school flame you've been wanting to run into since graduation! Hahah! Kidding...your all married!! But hey maybe I'll make a love connection with some guy that we never knew existed in high school?? What about that? Anyway....back to reality! If you guys could give me your addresses, or get addresses from anyone that I probably won't know how to get a hold of, that would be marvelous! You can e-mail them to me so just incase some crazies are blogstalking, they can't send you crazy things to your home! Also, if any of you class of 2001(or older) or anyone! Has any ideas as to what you guys did for yours, please let me know! YOU ALL BETTER BE THERE! Yes camie that includes you! Get excited! I know I am!!

Another obsession....of course it's food!

2007-05-17T15:41:00.000-07:00

If you're here in St.george, and you've passed by The orange peel( it's by TJMaxx...of course I'm there all the time) and ever wondered what in the world "Bubble tea" is....well let me tell you folks! I call it deliciousness in a plasic cup! Okay so I guess this is only going to be for those that live here in st.george, or those that come visit! But yes I have found yet another food obsession....The orange peel!!! It sells "bubble tea" Yeah I had no idea what bubble tea is, but apparently its like a sort of smoothie that originated in Taiwan(I did my homework) and its SO delish!! It does not taste like tea at all! They have tons of different flavors and it comes with these little tapioca gelly pearls at the bottom! I know I know, tapioca gelly pearls do not sound appetizing! But It's so great! I suggest you all go try one out! I'm now hooked on golden spoon and the orange peel.....Maybe my fat picture won't be so fake anymore!!

Me fat!!?

2007-05-14T09:54:00.000-07:00

So I thought this was hillarious! My friend Rodney(Yes the same rodney that gave me the boot!) decided to photoshop me and turn me into a fat person!! Isn't it great!!? I laughed forever! This is now my motivation to NEVER get fat! Anyway....I just thought it was funny enough to share with you all the fat version of me! Enjoy!

Boutique Design HELP!

2007-05-11T13:46:00.000-07:00

Okay So here is the NON finished product! I just got this back from our graphic designer today so I was super pumped!! He did a great job! We do still want some minor changes though....Our store is going to be a little bit more on the edgier/gothic side if that makes any sense (The clothing will not be gothic just so you know)! So this is the basic idea, but we are gonna have him "Edge" it up a bit! The colors are going to be different, althought I LOVE what he did with it, it just doesn't quite fit our idea of the whole store! Anyway...I just wanted your feedback on what you think so far!! BE HONEST!!

Viva Las Vegas!

2007-05-07T10:01:00.000-07:00

So it was girls night in vegas on friday! Wahoo! We went to club Tao....I know your thinking "Who goes to clubs anymore?" well I apparently do!! But let me just say it was NOT so happenin at the club! Everywhere I went I saw boobs and butt! I totally felt overdressed! Plus, sweaty nasty guys grabbing your arm...NOT cool! Maybe it was the techno music that wasn't that cool, Maybe it was again the nasty guys, or probably just our attitudes, but the club was not that fun....So we left, and went back to our hotel and just had a good ole girls night of chit chat! We tried laying out the next day, but it was freezing!! Our weekend out was not the best, but it was needed! Next time all I want is a nice bed, good food, and some sun and I'm happy! I think my clubbin days are over!

Period help!

2007-05-03T12:15:00.000-07:00

I'm wondering if any of you guys know any good Gynecologists here in st.george! I'm having some issues with my period! As in I'm not having it!!! What is wrong down there? I'm usually always regular! In the month of February, I totally skipped it, had it normally in march, and then had it again a week later! This month it has failed to show up....and NO i am NOT pregnant!! I'm positive of that! :) I'm eating normally, not totally stressed out....what could it be!? Anyway, my vagina is in need of some attention...MEDICAL attention that is!!! I know you all didn't want to know about my womanly problems, but maybe you guys can help diagnose me! Or at the least, just tell me who a good doctor would be!

I got dumped...

2007-05-01T12:18:00.000-07:00

Hahah! Seriously guys no joke.... Who gets "dumped" these days? Is there something wrong with me? So this guy I was supposedly dating(I didnt know I really was) totally gave me the boot last night!! I guess he had his reasons...like for instance, me seeing my ex boyfriend on occasion! :) (Okay maybe just one reason) But common, if your just dating, not seriously at all, isn't that sort of behavior somewhat acceptable?? Unless of course It was a serious relationship and he was my "boyfriend" which he was not! I'm baffled...truly baffled! I actally really liked him a lot! :( *sigh* So...the moral of my post is that all of you should be extremely excited your married and out of the dating circuit! It's not so much fun right now! And also if you have any HOT babes to hook me up with i'm totally down! :)

Attention Bloggers!

2007-04-27T15:22:00.000-07:00

So I noticed last week, that brianna, lindsey,kailee, and maybe emily all had a little blog party on friday night! I'm just letting you all know that if your reading this on Friday night, you need to GET A LIFE! Hahaha! I'm totally kidding...I dont have one either! Oh wait...Yes I do! I have a HOT date tonight! Wahoo! Maybe that will be Mondays blog.... :) Have a good weekend everyone!

Things that are true that I'm not proud of!

2007-04-24T09:23:00.000-07:00

Okay so I was having the darndest time trying to think of a fun or interesting new post! I've been really sucking at the blogging since I zinged everyone! Boy did I out do myself early! So I thought and thought all morning, and all I came up with, is a TRUTHFUL list of things I do that I'm so totally not proud of, but I figure our blogging circle is pretty tight so here I go spilling my guts!

1. When I find girls at the gym a little curvier than me, It makes me love my body a little bit more!
2. I secretly dance in my room and pretend Im beyonce! Like I practice poppin the bootay...still haven't mastered it!
3. I still dance with a studio and perform in hopes it will keep me from getting or feeling older!
4. I secretly giggle to myself when people trip
5. I could sit in front of the mirror and pick at "zits" on my face all day
6. Sometimes I stand in front of the mirror naked and look at the horror of the places where I should loose weight, and wish I had a six pack! And then I go back to #1 and realize it could be worse!
7. I am more likely to look at pretty girls than pretty guys...and no I'm not a lesbian!!
8. I rented "step up" ONLY so I could look at Chaning Tatum! MMmmm....See I you I'm not a lesbian!
9. I LOVE golden spoon because it's "healthy" and I dont feel as bad indulging in it! Its NOT better than ice cream that's for sure!
10. In one day I ate 5 1/2 pumpkin chocolate chip cookies (the big ones) and I didn't even feel bad about it!

So there you have it! I hope you all had a good laugh at my expense!! And please feel free to admitt you do the same things to, so i dont feel like a complete fool!

New Recruit!

2007-04-23T09:55:00.000-07:00

So my sister has joined the blog world! Yay!! Props to Marla on the recruit! My sister is lots of fun, so feel free to add her to your page! http://joannagoulet.blogspot.com

I Love Male Cheerleaders!!

2007-04-18T10:36:00.000-07:00

So I thought I would all let you know how sad I am that my two greatest friends are leaving St.George for good!! Seriously...I'm bummed! I know the whole "Male cheerleaders are homosexuals" stereotype, and let me tell you...it's so NOT true! I cheered with them like 3 years ago, and they have still remained some of my best friends! They really are wonderful! So I thought I would just send a little shout out to Scott and Nigel(even thought they probably won't be reading this) I think every girl needs a male cheerleader friend, They ROCK! I will officially be a looser tomorrow seeing as I no longer have any friends outside this blog world...Yes I'm asking for some pitty! :)

Welcome Newbies!

2007-04-17T09:08:00.000-07:00

Okay since we have a few newcomers to our blogging cult world, I thought I would welcome them with their very own Zing!! I know this doesn't really count as a "real post" since I just did this, but i thought it would buy me some time!! Welcome Marla and Kailee! And Rachel...come out and reveal yourself from the confines of blog stalking and become one of us!! YOUR NEXT!!! YOUR BABY TOO!!!

Make your own Zing!

Make your own Zing!

You all Got zinged!

2007-04-13T09:00:00.001-07:00

Okay I was cracking myself up doing this this morning!! It took a lot of time and effort trying to find pictures that would work!! But soooo worth it! I even did one of Gabby as baby cruise! Hahaha!! Enjoy!

Make your own Zing!

Make your own Zing!

Make your own Zing!

Make your own Zing!

Make your own Zing!

Make your own Zing!

Make your own Zing!
Make your own Zing!

Make your own Zing!

Make your own Zing!

Getting to know you!

2007-04-09T15:34:00.000-07:00

Okay so I came up with a BRILLIANT idea! No need for applause! But I found this "getting to know you quiz" so I thought it would be a good post, PLUS Everyone can refill it out, and post it too! So that way nobody can be slacking, thinking of something new to post! I ROCK! Yay for me! But y'all better repost it!

1. Can you cook? umm it depends on what it is! It is my goal to learn though!
2. Favorite color? Red/brown/orange
3. What talent do you wish you had? I wish I could sing or dance extremely good!
4. Favorite place?Anywhere by the beach! I love Newport beach!
5. Favorite Fruit? Pinneapple! Mmm....
6. What was the last book you read? I'm in the process of reading "the art of happiness" by the dali lama
7. What zodiac sign are you? Capricorn
8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Piercing of the ears!
9. Worst Habit? Eating unhealthy food!
10. What's your philosophy on life? Just be happy!
11. Negative or Optimistic? optimistic
12. What was your dream growing up? To be a pediatrician! Look at me now folks!
13. Worst thing to ever happen to you? Hhmm...probably my sister passing away.
14. Your Best Friend? Heather Hill
15. Tell me one weird fact about you: I love to pop zits! Eww...Do you guys have one?
16. Most missed memory? High school...
17. Any pets? a boxer named Marley! she's so cute!
18. Favorite movie? So many! here are a few: how to lose a guy in 10 days, notebook,pretty woman, goonies, sandlot, crash...
19. What time is it where u are now? 10:08 am
20. Favorite food? Love Pizza/pasta/sushi!
21. Favorite band/artis at the moment? I have been diggin The Fray lately!
22. One thing your looking forward to in the future? Having a family!
23. If you could change one things about yourself it would be? What would I not change!? Jk...don't know...maybe a little taller, thinner, bigger boobs....Haha!
24. How do you fall asleep? Laying on my back or side!
25. Do u eat broccoli?? yep I love it!
26. TV show you have to watch? Nothing really...idol, the hills, I dont watch a ton of tv!
27. If you only had one day to live how would u spend it? With my family and close friends!
28. A million bucks.. what would you do with it? Invest it to make more money! Shopping spree!
29. What is your worst fear? Being in a car accident...I still dont know why! I'm sure that their is far worse things...
30. Favorite thing to do in your spare time? Go to the gym!
31.Favorite place to shop? I love Nordstrom and Anthropologie!
32. Can you sing or dance? maybe dance....not incredibly good, but good enough! I sometimes sing in the car!! Not pretty...Yikes!
33. Any hidden Talents? None! What you see is what you get!
34. In one word, how would you describe yourself? Fabulous!! haha!
35. Favorite Boy name: Matix...I totally know angelinas little boys name is matix, but I Loved it before she even had him okay!!!
36. Favorite Girl name: Evan...sounds boyish but I LOVE this also! None of you guys go stealin my names since you'll all be havin babies before me okay!
37. How many kids do you want? about 3-4 probably 4...If I can handle it!
38. Goal you have in the next few months? Get my store open!
39. Place you want to live in the future? I would love to live in Newport or san diego!
40. Something that drives you crazy? Rusing to get ready or go somewhere/also st.george traffic!

Reading is fun!

2007-04-04T13:59:00.000-07:00

Okay so i pondered long and hard about what my new post should be! I couldn't think of anything interesting going on in my life really, so I decided to share with you all my absolute FAVORITE books from Don Miguel Ruiz!! I finished them just a few months ago, and they are honestly life changing! You might not be a fan, but I had to at least get the word out there! They are pretty much simple guidelines of living a happy life! It's honestly amazing, and has changed my view of life! "The Mastery Of Love" was my absolute favorite of the two! But read if you want, but here are some basic things it teaches from "The Four Agreements"

1. Be Impeccable With Your Word
Speak with integrity. Say only what you mean. Avoid using the word to speak against yourself or to gossip about others. Use the power of your word in the direction of truth and love.

2. Don't Take Anything Personally(My favorite)
Nothing others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream. When you are immune to the opinions and actions of others, you won't be the victim of needless suffering.

3. Don't Make Assumptions
Find the courage to ask questions and to express what you really want. Communicate with others as clearly as you can to avoid misunderstandings, sadness and drama. With just this one agreement, you can completely transform your life.

4. Always Do Your Best
Your best is going to change from moment to moment; it will be different when you are healthy as opposed to sick. Under any circumstance, simply do your best, and you will avoid self-judgment, self-abuse and regret.

Tag I'm it!

2007-04-02T10:16:00.000-07:00

Alright alright...so yes I too have been tagged! I know you all have been DYING to find out some things you didn't know about me! I pondered a little bit about this, but still couldn't come up with anything that interesting! Sorry to dissapoint you all! But you asked for it camie! So here you go!

1. I am partially deaf in my left ear! so if you ever try whispering things in that ear...I probably can't understand you! I'm a tard...
2. I LOVE cuddling...Who doesn't?
3. I have the hardest time turning down any dessert! Even when it's not that good! It's my weakness!
4. I am in the process of opening up a boutique here in st.george! totally pumped!
5. I love shopping online! Even when I dont buy anything! I like looking!
6. I love to eat out and try different restaurants! I belive I have tried every major one here in st.george(If you need a review let me know!)
7. I just started using Myspace recently....Totally love it! I have found so many long lost friends! I really am a nerd! If you dont have an account, get one!

So i'm pretty sure everyone has been tagged at one point right? So I'm not even gonna carry this one on. Okay wait I think there are a few that haven't been tagged so I choose:

1. Nichole
2. Kasey
3. Tara

Get to it!

My new obsession!

2007-03-30T08:24:00.000-07:00

I thought I would fill you all in on my new obsession!!!! THE GOLDEN SPOON! MMmmm.....So good! For all of you that live here in st.George, it just opened a little bit ago, and it's right by the stadium 8 in that new building! for all of you that got lucky enough to get out of st.george (I really love it here I do!) I suggest you go hunt one down! It is frozen yogurt, that get this....Is actually healthy!!! Wowee! Who would have thought a healthy treat?! Seriously for a little 4 oz. cup wich is actually a good size, is only 68 calories!! I even heard a rumor it's even better for you than the forzen yogurt at Dixie nutrition! Can't beat that! They have all sorts of different flavors that they switch out everyday! It's a new experience everytime you go! So I totally suggest you all go find your local golden spoon this weekend and tell me what you think! You might be hooked though, so go with caution! My post of the day was actually inspired by my conversation I had with tara at the gym yesterday. Yeah...we probably looked like loosers talking about healthy frozen yogurt at the gym! Good thing we aren't fat cause that would have been even funnier! but I had to tell her about it! I've been raving about it to everyone I know! Enjoy!

Watch out blog world!

2007-03-29T10:01:00.000-07:00

Okay so I have no idea how I got sucked into this whole blogging thing! I guess it all started when Brianna told everyone to get a blog page to keep in touch with everyone! I kept putting it off, thinking Myspace would keep me up to date on everyones lives! Oh no...I found myself doing what brianna refers to as "Blog Stalking" I would honestly look at all your blogs every morning to see who post something new and interesting, wishing I could comment....So here I am! It's my big debut!!! So you all better just watch out cause I'm sure I'm gonna come up with some fun posts with my random thoughts!! Get excited Everyone here I come!!